What are some signs of alcoholism?!

1. Drinking alone
2. Making excuses, finding excuses to drink
3. Daily or frequent drinking needed to function
4. Inability to reduce or stop alcohol intake
5. Violent episodes associated with drinking
6. Drinking secretly
7. Becoming angry when confronted about drinking
8. Poor eating habits
9. Failure to care for physical appearance
10. Trembling in the morning

http://www.safemenopausesolutions.com/alcoholism-signs.html

Irrational, confused, and dis content, a feeling of lonely, separate, non co formative, dislike authority, and a few 1000 others.
And you think that you can not live wit-out it, and you think you can not live with it.

Only real sign is any bottle of hard liquor disappears within a day of you buying it and you want more.