Why is alcohol my best friend?!
Why is alcohol my best friend?
The only time i feel relaxed and confident is after a few drinks. In my early 20's i discovered alcohol and realised i could do alot of things intoxicated than i could sober. I dont drink all the time and i dont get drunk but i like the buzz if gives me,i'm afraid it will get worse as my dad was an alcoholic and when i'm not drinking it-i'm thinking about it. Also things in life have got me down recently,and i've been given the chance to try drugs(heroin,etc),it's got to the point where i dont care what happens to me. Am i on the road to alcoholism?
Answers:
It sounds like you are already there.
I am friends with many AA folks and have heard their stories. An alcoholic parent tends to breed alcoholic children (my mom was drunk and I have constant addiction issues).
I'm not saying get your butt to an AA meeting. But I would say to be aware that your drinking may be out of control. If it is, it's time to get some help.
FP