Why can't i say no to drink?!
u dont have to drink every day to be an alcoholic. sounds like you know u have a problem though, and you need to admit it
I have an alcoholic brother, who is homeless & in & out of jail... He has nothing.. LITERALLY. No friends, no license & no money. And he started drinking just the way that you are talking about now. - Seriously, if you're drinking that much now it will get worse.
You're an alcoholic - and you're losing control over your habit. Talk to somebody at the AA - EARLY is a real good time to start on this. You've got to quit and leave it behind.